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yes i am still alive. nothing has really been going on so i have nothing interesting to say. being grown up sucks. never having any money sucks. but then again not living with your parents is cool. i think that my family and i have gotten a lot closer since i moved. we dont have to deal with each other every single day so it makes us bearable to each other. speaking of my family, jessie and i are going to visit them next month. thats right a vacation to florida in the middle of february. that means celebrating valentines day in disney world and celebrating our one year anniversary in beautiful florida. it will be fun because i can finally see what my parents have been doing and how they have been living for the past 7 months. plus there are all those amusement parks and nice weather. i need to get away from this state, from my job, from my living arrangement for awhile. its going to be really good for me. a much needed get away from everything trip.
work on the other hand is going good. we just did an inventory and it was proably the smoothest and easiest inventory that i have ever been through. annual reviews are coming up and i am looking to get promoted. if it doesn't happen soon i am probably going to begin looking for a new job. i love the job, its just hard to make all my ends meet with what im making right now. this living on your own thing is kicking my ass right now. i have to figure out a way to manage money and live comfortably with what i do have. im rambling now, so i will spare everyone that is reading this.
here are some bands to check out:
www.denverharbor.com
www.purevolume.com/fairveronamd
www.fromfirsttolast.com
www.roryrock.com
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| "Do you think you know the way I feel...." |
[22 Oct 2004|10:25am] |
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so a lot has changed since last update. maybe because it was super long ago. The apartment drama mentioned before has ended. it ended with 3 of the 4 roommates moving out. I was one of them, so i now live w/ my lovely girlfriend. its been awesome so far. she will always be the last person i see before i go to sleep and the first person i see when i wake up. thats the best feeling in the entire world. we also found a 4th roommate for here so i don't have to pay extra rent for next month. He moves in tomorrow.
I had so much that i had planned to write about. but now that i am actually updating i cant remember shit. The super brain cramp. damn this sucks.
oh well, gotta go get ready for work. hopefully i will remember and update when i get home.
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| ...It meant nothing to me.... |
[26 Sep 2004|04:03pm] |
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This one is dedicated to Miranda!!
not really an update, just more of a informational post.
I now have another new phone #. if any of you care, it is 301-221-3015. im keeping this one for awhile, i promise.
otherwise life is moving right along. same story everyday. my family is coming to visit in a couple weeks so that should be fun. me and jess have also planned a vaction. we are going to be traveling to florida around valentines day. like i said nothing new or exciting.
but the new cell #. learn it, love it, use it.
talk to me:
IM: fallingstar028
Yahoo messenger: bloodyromance28
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[05 Sep 2004|10:34pm] |
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So I have been told that i dont update enough by numerous people, even people i have never met. So this one goes out to you guys. I promise that i will get better at updating.
so a lot has happened since i last posted. Probably cause it was like a month and a half ago. since then i have turned 21 and am now legal to do whatever the hell i please. i have also gotten a cat for absolutely free. doesnt get any better than that. wow i really suck at this whole updating thing. my life is pretty boring. ummm.... all i really do is work and then chill w/ jessie. work is going great. im usually happy to wake up and go to work. i enjoy the people i work w/ most of the time. there is a lil drama at my apartment but hopefully that will be settled soon. details on that to come later on. well i guess thats all for now. but as said before i shall update later and more frequently.
Keep it gangsta
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| "ill never make another promise without you...." |
[27 Jul 2004|08:43pm] |
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so i officially suck at updating. but i will get better, i promise. im always on here reading my friends page and i never update. so i suck. i can admit it. i really have nothing significant to update on. i haven't really done anything noteworthy or fun since last time. my family has officially moved to florida. they have been there for a couple weeks now. i basically work everyday. i feel like i live at the mall. but its ok. there are cool people there. i fall in love w/ jessie more and more everyday. i know she is the one and its not a question of if but when. i wish i had more exciting stuff to write here, but instead i just ramble on. so now i will stop.
p.s. the new taking back sunday cd will be the soundtrack to your summer. you have been warned.
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| "well its love, its love, its love..." |
[03 Jul 2004|09:48pm] |
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so yeah. its been awhile. i finished my training for pacsun and have worked my first week as manager. its such an awesome job. the people there are really cool. the customers are cool, so easy to talk to. i have already had numerous conversations w/ people that i would never have had at old navy. i feel like i fit in so much better there. its allowing me to be myself. i love that job.
speaking of love. i have had the whole day off and i have been thinking about jessie non-stop. this love is a funny thing. i have been thinking about it a lot. what does it really mean. this is what i enterpret it as:
Love is knowing somebody better than you know yourself, and accepting them right down to the last flaw. Love is when they are beautiful after just waking up, despite the wild hair and horrendous breath. Love is when somebody can finish your sentence, pick up on your thinking process, say the right thing at the right time, and know when to say nothing at all. Love is growing and evolving together, learning together, living together. It is being best friends, yet having other friends to fall back on. Love is all those stupid fights that only end up making you fall for each other harder. It is wishing you were talking to them instead of talking to yourself. Love is when somebody can take every problem, fear, regret, stress, and worry in your life, and make them dissapear. . It’s holding somebody and never wanting to let go. It’s always wishing for one more moment.
when i talk to her on the phone i always say "i love you" before i hang up. when people hear that they ask me how long we have been dating. and i tell them almost 5 months.
then they ask me how long I’ve been in love, and I don’t have an answer
maybe some day i will, but i haven't finished falling for her. Yet.
I LOVE YOU JESSIE.
now thats just my interpretation. if you disagree let me know. but i think its pretty good.
that is all.
Steve. Out!!
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| "softly i feel the eager rush of your heartbeat" |
[18 Jun 2004|11:57pm] |
So the beach didnt happen last fri. we actually didnt finish gettin jess moved out until like 3. the movers were suppposed to be there around 8 and didnt even show up to her building around 12. so that sucked but it was a shitty rainy day anyway. so i wasnt to disappointed. after that we went to my house and my family and jessie's mom went to outback and everyone met. it was a lot of fun. im glad that they got to meet before my family moves to FL.
so saturday i had off and basically chilled around all day. helped my parents w/ their yard sale and cleaning up and going to the dump. then they took me out to dinner again. we went to carabbas and i ate so much food. i was stuffed. then they came to my apartment and checked it out. they saw our puppy for the first time. thought she was cute.
Sunday was my first day of work at Pacsun. lots of reading and a lil bit of register training. i was really confused after the end of this day.
Monday i had off and so did jess so we decided that this would be a good day to attempt the beach. we left a lil later than we had hoped but got there w/ tons of time left in the day. it was so relaxing and such a beautiful day. it was hot, the sun was out, but there was an awesome breeze coming off of the ocean. we just layed around all day and then had some yummy dinner on the boardwalk. it was one of the best days i have had in awhile. just to get away from everything w/ the girl you love. we may possibly go again next wednesday. so go and we will see ya there.
Tuesday thru Today i have just been working and training at pacsun. it is coming along very nicely. everything that was super confusing is all becoming really clear. my trainer is a really cool guy and we are becoming friends quickly. everyone at pacsun is awesome. i have yet to meet someone that i didnt like.
I have the entire weekend off and dont really have any plans. so let me know if you wanna do something. although i may be going to see dodgeball tomorrow.
Thats all for now. enjoy kids.
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| Broken Bones & Bloody Knives are a Safe Bet... |
[09 Jun 2004|10:36pm] |
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So today was my last day at Old Navy. Thank God. Sunday I start my training for assistant manager at Pacsun. im really excited about that job. its a lot more me than Old Navy.
This past week has consisted of me just working out my final week at ON.
Tomorrow is Richard Montgomery's graduation to watch Jess' sis graduate and then lunch w/ her fam. i love all of them so much.
Friday i believe we are goin to the beach to just get away from everything. im looking forward to that a lot. it should be super relaxing.
sorry for the weak update. ill have a better one after this weekend.
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| "..and you kissed me like you meant it.." |
[04 Jun 2004|12:11pm] |
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so i officially suck at updating. but im gonna work on it. lots has happened since last time. next wednesday is my last day at old navy. im finally getting out of there and i am super excited about my new job. im going to be an assistant manager at pacsun. i just cannot wait until then. other than that i have just been counting the days at work. i cant stand that place. i got the best thing that company had to give.
tonight i believe jess and i are goin to the fair and then coming back here to drink a lot! haha. good times. also next thursday we are goin to her sisters graduation and then on friday we are gonna move her into my apartment for like 3 weeks while her apartment gets renovated. im extremely excited about that. there is so much happiness in that girl. she just makes everyone else around her happier b/c of it.
well that is all for now.
oh by the way, the new My Chemical Romance is amazing and everyone should buy it on tuesday when it comes out.
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[20 May 2004|10:42pm] |
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So this week has been pretty fun. Had sunday off and slept a lot until jess got off work. then we went to harriets for awhile. we were the only ones there so it was kinda weird but still lots of fun. After that we went duck pin bowling w/ the ON crew. it was fun as always. i got kinda drunk because the "beer fairy" kept filling my cup up. so the last game was fun cause i was buzzing the whole time. Other than that its just been working during the day and chilling w/ jessie at night until we fall asleep together.
Oh yesterday we saw Shrek 2. it was awesome. we loved it. so funny. it was an awesome night. we saw it at Rio and before the movie we walked around the lake there. its so quiet and peaceful to walk around that lake at night w/ someone that you love so much. many good times ahead for us.
tonight she is chilling w/ her roommate and working early tomorrow. then tomorrow i have to work late and then jess is coming over and we are gonna watch finding nemo. another classic. then i have saturday off and i dont think im going to HFS. which kinda sucks. but who knows. either way it will be a peaceful saturday off. thats all for now kids.
hope you enjoyed. until next time.
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| "best friends means i pull the trigger" |
[14 May 2004|05:23pm] |
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so jessie came back last sunday and life has been much better since. i have been able to sleep w/ her everynight and waking up next to her is like heaven. other than that i am pretty much settled into the new apartment. i still need a desk for my computer but otherwise i am good to go. my week has consisted of working, helping jess study for her exams and getting my learners permit. yes i know that is really weird and random but i did. its a weird story. we went to the DMV to take jessie's sister to get her learners and since i was there i decided what the hell, ill take the test. so after barely passing the vision part of the test i sat down at the computer and started taking my test. i passed and i just think its really funny because i have never read that handbook, hell i have never even had a copy of that handbook. so it just goes to show you that its more of a common sense test than anything else. tonight i am goin to dinner w/ my family. it will be the first time i have seen them since i moved out. i have presents for my mom and brother (for mothers day and birthdays) so it should be fun. jess is gonna come w/ us. it will be the first time that she has gone out w/ us and prolly the most time that she has ever spent around my family. be worried for her, they are a strange bunch. well thats all for now. p-sout.
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[07 May 2004|10:49am] |
so im really pathetic. Jessie left yesterday to go to colorado until sunday and i have been a mess. i have just felt so incomplete since she has been gone. i feel like half of my soul is missing or something. i want to just call her all day just so i can hear her voice. thats all it takes to bring me back and make me happy. but i cant call continuosly. she is off doing her thing and i know she misses me too. we are such dorks. but we love each other so much. sorry for the rant.
here is the pic of the new tat.
the lyrics are "The only brokenhearted loser you'll ever need" from the Brand New song Magazines and the heart is the atticus heart.
well im out like a fat kid in dodge ball.
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| "This may never start, I'll tear us apart" |
[03 May 2004|08:35pm] |
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so i have officially moved into my new apartment. its good times. It's a lot nicer than i thought it would be. my room is larger than i thought also. its really nice and im super happy w/ how my life is evolving. Jessie spent the night last night and i do believe she will be doing a lot of that now that we have a lot more freedom in our relationship. im not sure if i mentioned it but i got a new tat and will have pics soon.
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| "I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake..." |
[19 Apr 2004|10:31pm] |
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So this weekend was one of the greatest times i have ever had. Friday was fun. Saw Kill Bill Vol. 2 and loved it. After the movie I met up w/ Jessie and spent the night at her house. It was good times.
Saturday we woke up I came home for like 15 mins. to shower and then it was off to Flipside Fesitval. We got there around 3 and Ryan immediately found me. He then gave me a "band" bracelet which pretty much granted me permission anywhere. so we strolled inside and hung out for a bit. Just chilled and shot the shit unti Shortbus played. They played a really good set and played some new stuff which i liked. then we went outside and Fall Out Boy was just gettin there. So we talked to Patrick and Andy for a bit and ryan asked if he could do the screaming part of "Saturday" w/ them. They told him to ask pete since that was his thing. So once pete got off the phone ryan asked him and pete was like, sure i dont care. then we talked to these guys from a band called the goodwill and they were really cool. in between all of this we talked to various other band people including stars hide fire, maxeen, Tim and Marco from sugarcult, some common effect kids. Then it was inside to watch Underscore_. they rocked it so hard. i loved it. one of the best shows i have seen them play. back outside to talk w/ fall out boy some more. patrick is my fav. member by far. he is so funny. Then Wakefield came and we talked to them for awhile. mosty J.D. and Aaron. They may even take U- on tour w/ them. That would be incredible. Then wakefield and stars hide fire played and we were chilling behind the stage w/ Fall Out Boy before they played and Patrick being the nerd he is ducked down and hid behind some boxes. i looked at him and asked him if thats what lead singers did and he was like yeah but be quiet. he is so funny. then they played and despite the horrible equipment that kept cutting out, they were incredible. then we just chilled outside and listened to sugarcult while talking to FOB. good fucking times.
Sunday i woke up pretty late and went to the tattoo parlor. i got yet another tattoo. its hot. i will post pics later. i think. then out to dinner w/ jessie and then to rio to get dessert. after that we walked around the lake and just enjoyed each others company. the perfect ending to the perfect weekend.
today was work all day long and then chilling w/ singh.
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[15 Apr 2004|11:08pm] |
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so today sucked SOOOOOOO bad. i hate days like this. i dont even want to talk about it. i got faked on by so many people today. SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at least this weekend will be great. incredible weather, i have both days off, and Underscore_ will be rocking the fuck out of FLIPSIDE FESTIVAL!!!!!!
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| "reach back like a pimp and i slapped the ho..." |
[12 Apr 2004|01:34pm] |
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lets see. friday after jess got off of work, she picked me up and we spent the whole night together. it was awesome. we went shopping, went to dinner and then went back to her place and i spent the night. it was really weird cause i told my parents i was goin to sleep at her place and they didnt seem to care at all. kinda weird since my parents are so anti me sleeping w/ girls. but i guess they understand they cant control me anymore.
saturday we woke up and i was tired and didnt feel to well. jess took me to work and i learned that they were cutting hours and i was determined to go home early. and of course i did. im just that good. i went home at 5 instead of 9. :) i went home showered,napped and just chilled. jessie came over after work and we talked and cuddled. good times.
then came yesterday. it had to be one of the best days of my life. i spent the entire day w/ jessie. i love that girl. i woke up super early and made myself all pretty b/c i was goin to church. now you might say no big deal. easter = goin to church. well i dont think i can ever remember going to church. but for this girl i will do anything. so we went. it was pretty fun. her church is pretty small and laid back. there were lots of cool people. i enjoyed myself. then we came back to my house and changed into some more casual clothes. we went to our friend from works house for awhile but had to leave after like an hour to go to Jessie's family's easter dinner. i love her family. they are so funny. and the best part is that they like me back. its fun to actually have your gf's family like you back. we were there for awhile and had dinner and all that fun stuff. then it was back to the other party we left. when we got there we started drinking and got a lil drunk. we chilled a lil while and then went back to jessie's apartment to just cuddle and reflect on such an awesome day. its so incredible to be able to spend the whole day w/ someone you care so much about. me and this girl are gonna be together for awhile. i have a good feeling about this one.
thats all for now. until next time.
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[10 Apr 2004|12:19am] |
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okay so maybe its been a lil while since i last updated. i would pick up from my last entry but i dont know when that was or what i was talking about. im at Jessie's house right now and she made me feel guilty by asking me if i still knew how to update my journal. so now i feel bad and am updating. not much has been goin on recently. pretty much the same ole same ole. im falling deeply in love w/ jessie and loving every second of life. other than that its been working and preparing for my big move on May 1st. so i guess im gonna begin updating this thing on a more frequent basis. so you all know just how boring my life really is. that is all, g'bye for now.
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| "this is right now, this is forever...." |
[29 Mar 2004|08:43pm] |
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pretty boring weekend. worked really late saturday then met up w/ jessie and we went to michelles house. watched american wedding. laughed a lot. then i ended up back at her house and spent the night there.
yesterday i didnt do anything. just sat around until my basketball game. which was at 9. it was really late and i was tired so i decided to get some energy. so i took some weird herbal supplements that are supposed to give immediate energy and i swallowed them down w/ an energy drink. maybe not the best idea. my stomach started hurting really bad halfway thru the game. and to top it off we lost in overtime. oh well. my body has pretty much had it w/ physical activity. im getting old.
in other news, im pretty behind w/ the times but i DLed Yahoo messenger. so if anyone has it. message me. i need friends and im down for chatting w/ anyone. Yahoo ID: bloodyromance28
Matchbook Romance is one of the best bands ever. i love them so much.
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| "go to hell.. who needs you..." |
[26 Mar 2004|01:59pm] |
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so this last week has been kinda rough for me. i had my lil depression period. i dont know where it comes from or what springs it but it happens like every 2 months. i hate it. this one only lasted for like 2 days tho. Jessie helped me through it a lot and i didnt even see her. just talking to her means so much to me.
wednesday i did see her tho. she picked me up after work and we went back to her place and watched Gothika w/ kristen and joey. kinda weird movie. then we just laid around and cuddled and were happy lil campers.
yesterday i worked morning and she worked night. then she got me and we again went back to her apartment. just kinda sat around and watched t.v. and we cooked weird random food and ate. i love spending time w/ her. she is incredible.
so excited to move out. can't wait. ready to get away from the rents and start a life w/ jess.
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| "my heart is yours for the taking..." |
[22 Mar 2004|07:53pm] |
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why do i let such petty shit irritate me so much???????????????????????
i piss myself off sometimes. and some people are just stupid.
WHATEVER.......................
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